Stinkin' Google!!

The other day, while Allan was working at home, he emailed me a message that said, "Wanna know what I just cried about for 15 minutes?" Following that message, he posted this video for me to watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=R4vkVHijdQk

I watched it, and I too cried. I was sad because I knew that I would never get to have these experiences with Eleanor, but I do have 3 other children, I can do this for. I thought it was such a sweet idea, and, instantly, I was happy that I was keeping a blog about everything that was going on.

Allan and I hugged for a minute, and we both thought it was a sweet idea, to write the kids letters, and email them to their email addresses. We had already saved their email addresses for them, their names, so it would be pretty easy to do. And what a sweet thing for them to read, an actual letter from their parents, to them. Unfortunately, we cannot write letters to Ellie, but I know, she knows how we are feeling, and how much her absence in our family, is effecting us, and I'm sure her. There is a hole in our family now, that will never be filled, nor would I want it to be. It's her place. Only she can fill it.